Warning: The content material beneath is graphic and consists of dialogue of suicide.
Ashley Judd says she felt empathy for her mom over the past moments of her life.
In 2022, the grief-stricken “Heat” star confirmed publicly that her mom, nation music legend Naomi Judd, had died by suicide at age 76.
Over a yr later, Ashley Judd mirrored on the expertise intimately with Anderson Cooper on CNN Audio’s “All There Is” podcast Wednesday.
“I … knew she was walking with mental illness, that her brain hurt and that she was suffering,” Judd prefaced her story 9 minutes into the episode. “But that didn’t necessarily prepare me.”
Judd then revealed to Cooper that she was the one who discovered her mom, and was the final individual to talk to her.
“My mother’s death was traumatic and unexpected, because it was death by suicide and I found her,” Judd stated. “My grief was in lockstep with trauma because of the manner of her death and the fact that I found her. What I needed to do first was vomit.”
“I held my mother as she was dying,” she continued.
Despite the traumatic nature of the state of affairs, Judd informed Cooper that she was “so glad that I was there.”
Judd recalled discovering her mom’s physique and saying, “Mama, I see how much you’ve been suffering and it is OK. It is OK to go. It’s OK to go. I am here. It is OK to let go. I love you. Go see your daddy. Go see Papa Judd. Go be with your people.”
“I just got in the bed with her and held her and talked to her and said, ‘Let it all go. Be free. All was forgiven long ago. All was forgiven long ago. Leave it all here. Take nothing with you. Just be free.’ And I did that for, I don’t know what it was, 14, 15 minutes, just held her,” she stated.
“It’s an extraordinary blessing that you were able to do that,” Anderson informed Judd, a sentiment with which the humanitarian and girls’s advocate agreed.
Cooper started the podcast episode by reminding his listeners {that a} member of his household died by suicide — his older brother, Carter, who died in 1988 at age 23.
In June, Cooper paid tribute to his late brother on the thirty fifth anniversary of his demise in an Instagram submit.
“I think of him, and miss him, every day,” Cooper wrote within the submit.
During the journalist’s dialog with Judd, Cooper acquired emotional whereas talking about his loss.
To hear the 2 converse frankly about their experiences, head over to “All There Is with Anderson Cooper” to hearken to the complete episode.
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